Whatta Day! :)

November 7, 2009: Was the start of a new beginning.

I canceled all appointments and upcoming events to finally meet a good friend of mine for the very first time: MIMI!! :)

But behind that, I know I have lots of reasons why I want to go: To replenish myself with a good long travel, to stop EMO moments at home, and to finally indulge with a new commitment with a new activity I'd be loving to do for the rest of my life.

The place should be near when I'm from Ortigas, but because I'm still indulging myself with a good sembreak to think things over and to finally BE OVER THE STRESSES, I came from home and started to count travel time: A travel good for at most 1 hour from Ortigas will be good for an hour or two from Alabang. Whew. :)

I love to travel. I enjoy traveling late, when the sun's out and only neon lights are the ones flashing on the streets of EDSA 'till SLEX. That's why it'd be more convenient for me to buy a car than invest on a condo unit. But I want both as soon as my profession will pay me up for a day's work. ;)

So... Back to the topic: It was the beginning of a commitment of being with girls whom I can study with for the rest of my medschool life and will continue to be there until we grow with each other, with a good relationship with God.

As soon as I went back home, I never thought that things would really happen. :) I experienced a minor accident, hurt my shin and knee just to get on the bus rapidly. Good thing I haven't broke any bone, but got some concussions.

But no matter how hurt I am, healing the wounds by that accident brought me would soon be over, just like what wounds will eventually be, thanks for my platelets and coagulation factors that made things possible. :)

Just thinking of how wounds can heal with our own system, sooner or later, some negative things will just be fed by my system as well. Would it be possible for macrophages to go in the depths of my brain cells just for me to forget the worst memories I had? Well no, and I have to deal with it myself. 'Coz healing won't be possible just by letting the wounds wide open. You have to cleanse it, especially the pus (dead WBC) that if just left there would eventually lead to infection... And may infect not just my skin but my whole leg!!!

So there must be some kind of help, a cleansing agent that would let me heal the in depths of my soul, and my brain, from all the wounds I had from the past years. Something that would purify the soul, and would eventually lead to a better you. And that would be my relationship with God.

Whatever hatred that experience brought me... I should know, that someone's being prepared for me, and eventually, Lord will let me meet that Man whom he perfected just how He perfected me with all those pains and frustrations.

So why lose hope? Everything happens for a reason. And if you haven't known it yet, just wait. For that time will come that you'll laugh out on the tears you've cried, and soon see that it all make sense.

Thanks Mimi. :)